change

NOW!

i have a laptop :O can you people believe it?

i have a;ways wanted my own laptop. AND NOW

i actually have one. I meen, i knew this day was coming

i knew eventually, i would have it!

anyways... enough with the total AWESOMNESS of a Toshiba Portege (which is the laptop i have)

lets talk about summer

SUMMER! is like... almost over O.O

in 2 months i leave for college

which is insane :P

i meen.. im excited about college

but its all the people im gonna be missing when i leave.

yeah yeah yeah

i know. everyone sais that i will get over missing everyone and everything, that there are more important things to look forward too.

its just... dont like the idea of growing apart from everthing and everyone i love.

still ,though, maybe the 'older' more 'mature' people haha who told me it will all work out

are right

well... i meen of course they are right! i will grow to love everyone at college.

which i AM looking forward too. I am definantly looking forward to studying speech ed. (which is my major!!!! eeeeeep)

BUT! 

i am not looking forward... to growing apart from people

but...

again. i guess thats all a little part in growing up

experiencing new things

O.O that this isnt highschool anymore. 

oh well.

i will get used to all this change eventually.

im not a change lovin girl though O.O