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I am the second child out of three. I love sports, and school spirit :D i love my family and i love my church! Im a lifeguard, and a future teacher (hopefully) my friends are the BEST annnd I always try to act like MYSELF wherever i am ;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

plans, drama, money

Shopping, Work, thinking about the future!
ya know- when you are little ALL you ever think about it growing up :)
You couldnt wait till you were tall and married! haha
now.. you wish that you could still have time as a kid.

June 8th was my birthday! and now i am NO longer a kid.
i am an Adult.
crazy i know!
highschool flew by. going threw it felt slow... but now its obviouse that life does go in a BLINK
College
is just around the corner!
and my future is slowly turning into my present.
Right now all i can think about... is
AM I GONNA MAKE IT ON MY OWN?
like..
will i make it in college?
will i succeed in my dream?
will i meet 'the one' (haha)
but most of all
will i rely on God like i should?
lately
devotions have been few :/
i need to make more time for them! ugh
i just get so caught up with everything else!
also im a bit sressed about some things :P
but... if i would STOP BEING LAZY! and if i would DO MY DEVOS
maybe
juuust maybe
i wouldnt feels so stressed and overwhelmed.


GRACIOUS

when we were kids things were NOT so complicated.
the amount of 'complicated' things that went through our tiny little brains were
"hmmmm i wonder how far i can dig in the ground at recess"
or
"I have a blister on my hand... ow"


children... so funny O.O
seriously you dont understand how easy you have it until
BOOM!
you have to take care of yourself
plans plans plans
drama drama drama
MONEY MONEY MONEY
unfortuantly
the green papers that have pics of dead men all over them
are quite inportant. -.-


WOW.
anyways guys, im sorry.
everything on here was very random and slightly ODD
but if you laughed at all.
or maybe were a bit intriged by what i said
then.. i feel a bit accomplished with myself.
maybe
ish...
ANYWAYs
im done typing.


BYE ALL!