HI

i have not been on in what SEEMS like a lifetime!

but do not worry. i am here now ;) and everything is going to be fine!

how has life been?

eh

how has school been?

bleh

how has 'other troubles' been? (aka... the boy O.O)

HEH BLEH!

whatever.

^ that is how i feel about that^

i meen.. i would LOVE to say that life is all peachy, and that there are NO problems!

hahaha and that drama.. is non existant.

LOL

funnny! no dramaa! my life is AWESOM!

*can you sense the sarcasm dripping off that statement?*

ehehehehh.

UGH

i meen what am I sopposed to do? who knows...?

ITS NOT ME!!!!

maybe. just  maybe i could dig a hole and JUMP! muhuhahaa

or or or

i got it!

LARGE MAN EATING ANTS!

jk jk

wow.... im being a bit dramatic

*sigh*

;) lifes GREAT people!... nothing to see here...

eww.. i got this sudden smell of eggs. :P grooosss! MOM!!!!

wow people NO she did NOT pass any gass.

shes cutting some boiled eggs. like ya know.. food :D

WOW im immature.

and i thought the jr highers were stupid -.-

sorry. i have been in the WEIRDEST mood for the past week!

BTW

i DO... nvm

now. your probably mad cause im not going to tell you something

BECAUSE

everyone hates when someone starts a conversation BUT THEN ends..

saying: oh neverminnnd...

its annoying

BUT instead of ending this.. with WHAT i was going to tell you.

i will EXPLAIN to you WHY IM NOT PUTTING IT ON MY BLOG

First: what if YOU dont like what i have to say? then you will be dramatic about it for the next 100 years

second: what if what i had to say was actually mean? and hello.. if ya have NOTHING nice to say.. dont talk

third: what itf it is just dumb and not necessary for me to put on my 'oh so popular blog'

ugh i meen... PEOPLE! trust me my life is not THAT amazing... if what i was going to say actually WAS a big deal

you probably already know... D=

Ding dongs who spread

Rumors

About each other because they are NOT

Mature at

ALL

EPIC STORY I KNOOOOW!!

ok im done.

you probably think im so odd now... buuut...

yeah.. i got nothing...

BYYYYEE!!!

look at the birds!

they must be hungryy its like a MOB over by our bird feeder :O

its making my cat, edward, stare out the window. hahaa hes going crazy over it!

and now.. my dog, bella, is staring at edward -.-

funny...

cat watches the birds and dog watches the cat :P

if only the birds knew that my cat wanted to eat them.

anywayss, do you have a sister?

i dont

if you do, you have no idea how lucky and blessed you are!

someone to talk to all the time

someone who will always be there for you (even though she doesn't really have a choice)

someone who knows all your secrets :D

someone who wont just up and leave

a sister

but, i do have a sister!

no shes not blood related (even though EVERYONE sais we look alike)

her name is

KATELYN

and shes my little sis ;)
i love her to DEATH!

and she will always be there for me.. and I for her!!!

loooove you!!

byyyyyyyye

LIFE, BUNNY, LOVE :O

cleaan cleaan clean!

i love the smell of candles!

when i am old and decrepit... my house is always gonna smell good cause of

CANDLES!

ok.. so i let my bunny out and now hes hiding!!

"hey bunny bunny bunny bunny.. where are youuu??"

omw let me tell you a story about this bunny..

he is 11 years OLD!

ELEVEN!

old old old old old

im pretty sure Bunny's aren't supposed to live that long.

it would be like a human being 130 years old!

he needs to die.

im saying that out of love ;)

im probably gonna cry when he dies :(

honestly one time i thought he was dead! i walked down one morning.. and well

he must have been asleep or something.

i FREAKED! aaaah.. i thought he died O.O

but i was wrong.. cause that was last YEAR and the bunny is still kicking.

poop.

i just realized something.

what if hes not hiding?

what if he died?!?!?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

no! hes ALIVE!

there he is.. probably staring at me with those googley eyes O.O

anyways!

valentines day is coming!!!

oooh soo exciting! ( i hope you can sense my sarcasm)

-.-

romantSic 

boys boys boys.

jk ;)

V-day is pretty sweet :)

if you actually have a valentine.. i guess.

i have only had ONE so far.. ugh

but lets not talk about that

LOL

thats another part of a normal life too i guess.. getting 'hurt'

at least once Dx

fun stuff... but it helps us learn!!!

=D

byyye!

having a great day sometimes turns around.. gotta keep a good attitude! :p

GREAT DAY

have you ever just started speaking with a british accent? :D

yeah, we ALL have at some point.. for a joke or something

BUT

have you ever done it for like.. 30 minutes? in public?

I HAVE!

i spoke with an accent in the mall today :D with kelly clements!

it was the most epic thing ive done all month! and considering the fact that its only the 5th of februrary

i might do something else that tops british accents..

but somehow im doubting it.

some people in the mall were like... stareing!

they were probably thinking

"heyy people from ENGLAND!"

kelly acctually talked to someone! haha.. it was great.

* by the way people! *

i am now officially an AUNT!

an aunt of a 21 inch 8 pound baby girl :D shes precious

* her name is Savannah Leigh <3 *

ok. im sorry

but have you ever gone home and all the sudden

you just dont want to be there anymore?

maybe because of something someone said?

maybe cause you dont even feel wanted there?

its like.. im a neusance or something.

days like that.. ya know days when i come home and... im like yelled at

those are the days that make me really want to leave.

like today

i want to leave.

im ready for college. ready to be away from this

to make my own decisions.

of course i respect and love my parents, but there are definantly things i cannot wait to be away from.

with me.. im going to be different than my parents.

i am.

i cannot let myself fall apart. i need to lean on God.. with His help and power

i will be different.

i just have to MAKE myself be different.

to never let myself go! NEVER.

i cant do that to myself.

to be the mother i need to be

the wife i need to be

the friend

the servant.

please pray for me...

PRAYER:

please help me Lord to be the servant i need to be.

to take care of my body. It is the temple of the holy spirit.

help me Lord to get through these next few months of highschool...

-debra

ending...

NOT SO GREAT

BYYE!

UGH! life is somtimes just a bit like blehh blehh

alright..

now for the past two days i have been at the Clements house- AKA kellys house :)

haha along with brayden venable. (my youth pastor baby, they are gone on a ski retreat)

yeah.. i 'got' to change his poopie diaper! joy.

and then! i accidentally put the diaper on backwards... it was fixed like 2 seconds after dont WORRY

but yeah :D that was embarrassing for a few moments O.O

oh COME ON dont lie and say you havent done that before.

RIGHT NOW

im.. sitting on the couch.

while kelly is on the phone with her NEWLY ACQUIRED boyfriend (everyone say awwhhh)

his name is ben. hes Alright.. well everything ive heard about him is good :O

also.. my BFF nickys kinda is 'getting to know' this other boy.. named BEN

i dont know how i feel about him yet.

whats with these boys named ben? i dunno..

musta been a popular name in the 90s

now, both of them are trying to find ANOTHER guy named ben for me!

first: im so not looking.

SECOND: all the bens i know.. are babies, 4 years younger, or married.

SOOO technically they are off limits.

or else id be like.. robbing the cradle

SICK

speaking of robbing the cradle..

have you ever been hit on by like- an older man?

talk about awkward moments

O.O

no comment

i meen if you ARE a guy... i should HOPE that you havent been hit on.. by a.. MAN

ehehe WRONG on so many deep levels.

and no i am NOT sorry for saying that.

God created a MAN and a WOMAN for eachother.

not a Man and a Man or vice versa.

-.-

ok im done with that convo now.

sorry if you felt allittle unconfertable reading that. BUT it had to be said. :P

ugh.. i hope kelly doesn't talk to this benny boo character for TOO long..

when i get off i might get super bored.

ABOUT MY FAST:

things are going well so far.. i miss FB i will be honest. i got a few books to read :D so i wont be too bored.

im listening to Beethoven and christian music, also reading Christian books.

Tonight at kellys house we are going to watch a christian movie... i took TV away on my fast as well.. but do

YOU think that if i watch a christian movie it would be bad?

input input input!

okay im leaving.

"kelly!"

BYYYYYYE!

My fast!

myHEY PEOPLE!fast

my Fast has officially started :D

So far it is going ok.

NO facebook and NO tv is gonna be the two toughest things im going without.

but i SHALL live! O.O

hopefully

Actually... GUESS WHAT!

i posted on FB that i was going on a Fast, and that it would be my last day on.

Then, i had a few people ask me about it. Believe it or not i have a few people that i have

INSPIRED

to do the facebook fast as well!

isnt that cool? i think its about 3 people.. :D

wow

i am just such a great inspiration! you all should be proud ;) jk

OK,

on another note.

Kelly (my friieeend) and I on going to be working on a duet acting competition piece!

Lord willing, we will be getting the piece we need TONIGHT!

if not.. please pray for us.

Not only do we NEED the piece, but when we get it

we need to start memorizing!!

talk about stress PEOPLE! ugh.. i dont have grey hairs.. but some days

I FEEL THEM COMEING!!!

ooohh they paain..

imma gonna be a WHITE HEAD!

it was bad enough when people told me i was a BLACK HEAD!

poop.

hehbleh.

why is the world? its like people were calling me a ZIT

-.- .thats just nasty. -.-

almost as nasty as the heart shaped marshmellows my brother left out to get STALE!

(speaking of, they are still out.) ehehheee

OMW

have you seen the weather?! haha i meen..

felt it. cause you cannot see it.

Its like actually WARM! it feels like spring.

its still winter!

Now you see, i HATE winter, but i am a STRONG believer in the seasons!

LIKE:

Winter: NEEDS to be cold.

see? ugh also when the weather dude says SNOW im EXPECTING SNOW!

not.. rain -.- STUPID!

next time 'mister weather guy' calls for snow and i get rain. (i mean RAIN not even sleet. RAIN)

IM GOING TO SLAP HIM INTO NEXT YEAR!

cause maaaybe by then- we will get SNOW!

lame.

*breath*

ok im done folks. :)

hope you have enjoyed reading this... if.. you even read the entire thing... which i doubt.

BUT yeaah..

awkward moment..

theBYYYYYE!end