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I am the second child out of three. I love sports, and school spirit :D i love my family and i love my church! Im a lifeguard, and a future teacher (hopefully) my friends are the BEST annnd I always try to act like MYSELF wherever i am ;)

Saturday, July 16, 2011

utter boredom

you know that feeling you get when your talking?
the one that makes you feel as if all you are saying is being pushed through ONE ear, and then right OUT the other.
As if what you say doesn't matter at all?
WELL! viewers of my so populated blog...
i feel like when i write no one listens (reads)
like all the little letters jumbled together are being thrown out into the abyss.
which kinda reminds me of a black hole :O
In a way its ok... since i know alot of the people who read my blog, they might get irritated if i write somthing they dont like :p
blah
i know that no one should care what others think or say
BUUT if you do say somthing that could be taken as somthing extremely rude...
the friends might then speak to you after, and tell you your rude.
haha wow
i dont blame you for not reading this blog :D i guess.
i mean i dont really have ALOT of crazy awesome things to talk about.
insteaaad!
hmm
wait
no
i
got
nothing!
lol wow i have no life at all.
but! as soon as i do have something actually interesting to write about i will post it!
and maybe... put it on FB.
but who knows. i might be 50 by the time my creative juices come back alive!!!
uuuuuh JUST KIDDING!
50 is way to old..
way way way. the juices will come before then :D
hah ok! im done!
byyye

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

change

NOW!
i have a laptop :O can you people believe it?
i have a;ways wanted my own laptop. AND NOW
i actually have one. I meen, i knew this day was coming
i knew eventually, i would have it!

anyways... enough with the total AWESOMNESS of a Toshiba Portege (which is the laptop i have)
lets talk about summer
SUMMER! is like... almost over O.O
in 2 months i leave for college
which is insane :P
i meen.. im excited about college
but its all the people im gonna be missing when i leave.
yeah yeah yeah
i know. everyone sais that i will get over missing everyone and everything, that there are more important things to look forward too.
its just... dont like the idea of growing apart from everthing and everyone i love.
still ,though, maybe the 'older' more 'mature' people haha who told me it will all work out
are right
well... i meen of course they are right! i will grow to love everyone at college.
which i AM looking forward too. I am definantly looking forward to studying speech ed. (which is my major!!!! eeeeeep)
BUT! 
i am not looking forward... to growing apart from people
but...
again. i guess thats all a little part in growing up
experiencing new things
O.O that this isnt highschool anymore. 
oh well.
i will get used to all this change eventually.
im not a change lovin girl though O.O