spent the day with friends :)

we did a scavenger hunt  in the mall! haha it was pretty fun.

Behtnay an I had to get 5 Guys numbers! that was kinda hard.. it was a saterday so they were all with girlfriends!

eventually, though, we found 5 guys that werent with girls.

We also had to get a picture with a worker named : PETER

yeah.. we found one. BUT he was mean, and told us to leave his store.

-.- i felt so rejected..

Did you know its supposed to snow Monday- Wednesday?

well it is.. and i really hope it does. i dont want to go to school!

im definantly getting senioritous! but what am i supposed to do about it?

ugh school gets pretty boring..

i meen i love my extra curricular things but School itself iiis a tad bit boring.

UGH specially when all us seniors hear about is lower classmen drama!

why in the world?

all i hear is "did you hear?'

"OMW I DID! shes SUCH a BRAT!"

who sais that anymore?.. i dunno.. 6ths graders do :D

haha i was in the bathroom then all the sudden they RUN IN!

epic moment there...

its like they saw all the senior high girls chill in the bathroom before classes.. and now THEY do it.

lol just kidding.

really though..underclassmen...

how do i begin? when i was in 7th and 8th grade i gave them their own SPACE!

but the kids in high school dont do that..

they make fun of us! to our faces. lame

and just annoying. some days i just dont want to talk to them O.O

Im not mean to them! ok- im like one of the nicest people to them

but sometimes.. its like 'back off pleeaaaase"

:D

ok im so bored right now.. and i honestly have no idea what to talk about anymore. so im going to get off.

this post and my last post are probably really boring.

and im sorry

BUUT this is my life right now :p

BORING!

well.. no, its not really boring

but what im writing about kinda is..

ok im done

im going to shush up now

BYYYYYYE

=D

:) heey people!

so im listening.. too..

wait for it

JUSTIN BIEBER

and too all YOU people who say you 'hate' him

i know your lieing.

his songs are SO catchy :O hahaa

they aren't always like.. the best songs. but they are INSANELY catchy O.O

anyways

sooo im kinda falling for someone :O

hopefully noone really reads this post! hehe or else.. i know someone will ask me about this

GASP!

lalalalalalaaaa

ugh im so bored

i made a valentines day card!!! its cute

hahaa like im gonna give it to anyone though.. on the bottom it sais

'IM IN A KISSING MOOD'

honestly.. i did NOT write that. it was already written out hahaa

im not really. dont freak and think im odd or something!

cause im so not :/

OK

so my little brother has these heart shaped marshmallows

yeah.. well. i guess he HAD them..

he opened them and ate some, then

BECAUSE HES SO SMART

left them out.

-.-

now they are hard, gross little heart shaped things.

he does these things all the time. i love him! but wow..

By the WAY!

i wrote a song on the piano for my senior class :)

annnd im going to get it recorded.

pretty awesome.

i do have to go now though so

BYYE

help!

                                                  helpI can only be on for a few minutes!me

but i had to get some stuff off my chest.

HOPEFULLY my hot curlers wont set the house on fire...

so its officially snowing outside :D and we probably will NOT have school tomorrow.

i hope not at least -.-

well kinda...

ok so here's the deal. at my church we are having a missions conference :)

which is GREAT! i love the missions conferences.

its just that..

well...

we are having the missionary from Brazil stay at our house

and

he brought his 22 year old son with him

allittle AWKWARD im not gonna lie... i dont feel very convertible. its OK though.

im gonna live :D just pray for me.. O.O

ALSO! this is the missionary that we are probably gonna have the missions trip too!

so.. eheh i hope he doesnt like... hate me! then

the missions trip wouldn't be the mossst amazing :O

OK OK OK

im just being really dramatic, but its how i feel.

just awkward.

And, i dont wanna like seclude myself in my room! then the missionary will think im rude  -.-

also

my dad told me not too....

PRAY

for my life

DRAMA! yes. i AM being dramatic.

but welcome to my life! hehbleh

also im listening to moonlight sonata...

that MIGHT be effecting my mood a tad bit ;)

WOAAAAH!

its snowing ALOT NOW!!!!

theBYYYYYEEEEend



theALRIGHTchange

so ive decided things need to change

enough with the world...

im going on a FAST!

now, before you all freak out and decide that im like... going anorexic or something

KEEP READING!

ok, now the kind of fast that i am going on will start Feb 1- the end of the month

what i am doing is- putting away the world and taking in more of Jesus Christ.

Ive done this before, and i have decided to do it again!

i have been feeling very spiritually weak... and its about time that i pull myself out of my worldly habits and getting more focused on what really matters.

what this fast consists of is:

No TV

No worldly music

No computer

what i am going to be taking in is:

christian books

more christian music

and of course making MORE time for God

this fast really helps me get out of this.. weird groove i always find myself fitting into. Its like im just 'a christian' blah blah ya know? like life is boring.. and no one is different.

BUT WE ARE DIFFERENT!

we are Christians, and we need to start acting like it.

i need to get focused on God and what the purpose is in this life.

Spreading the news and preaching the Gospel

there are alot of tough things going on right now, and the only way i will be able to get threw all this is by LEANING on Him.

I will still get on my blog :) just to update about my fast and my days at school.

but NO FACE BOOK

heh bleh..

this is going to be tough.

anyway

sorry about being so DEEP! but i need a serious change in my life, and a huge step i can take in changing is this! :)

theBYYEEE!end

pooo drama

FUNKEY TOWN!!!

dun duuuun :D heheeee

have you ever heard the song 'funkey town' with the chipmunks singing it?! 

hehe it makes me laugh :O

and i needed to smile!

OK

so a 'friend' of mine is going back to college tomorrow.. yay for him

fun stuff :D totally...

awkward silence Dx

anyway, so tomorrow i am going to a soccer clinic!

Im pretty excited! and nervous, i havent played soccer in a long time.. its my ultimate favorite sport :)

this year im going to work so hard during the season.
epic.
that it was our season is going to be!
i hope... we all just need to stay FOCUSED!

WOAH!
ok.. my mother will not stop talking like a nurse! -.-
aka: "look at your poo please"
gross... gag

OMW i just gotta call to go to the mall with friends :D
ttyl all my viewers... O.O yeah.. i dont see any.

BYYYYYYYYYE

NO TITLE ;)

So i was talking to my dad..

WOAH

yeah i was actually talking to my parents.. cause im cool like that ;)

anyway, he wants me to write like a book... for teenage girls O.O

like junior high.

It would be interesting but i dunno where i would start!

ANY ADVICE?

i dont even know if i would do it.. its a interesting idea.

wish i was a better writer.. maybe then i would actually do it.

 i mean

its not like i did anything EPIC in 7th and 8th grade..

except like tell a senior that he was CUTE

wow.. that was embarrassing.

no wonder people thought me and Bethany were odd.  D=

i tried to a get a teacher fired.. wait no.. that was 9th grade. haha My B.

oh yeah.. one time bethany pushed me onto the SIDEWALK.. right behind the senior i liked.

ALL he did was kick my shoe at me and ask if i was OK

NO

i was NOT ok... embarrassment.

still to this day i wonder how i made it through that -.-

ANYWAYS i gots ta go..

dad said get off.

so

BYYYE!

random/HEH-BLEH/DRAMA/ ugh.. life

RANDOMSo im a cheerleader, and i had a game tonight!RANDOM

girls WON.

boys lost.

sad

anyway. RANDOM:

i seriously am NOT gonna get married UNLESS im in love... i dont know how some people dont marry for love, or those arranged marriages... ugh i would have RAN away if my parents made me marry some old person. (no offence)  

GAG ME.

i mean seriously.. romeo and Juliet= epic love story. even though they died...

NO ONE will ever forget them.

not that i want random people remembering MY love story.. i just dont ever want to marry unless i really love him.

am making any sense?

even if i wasnt.. it wouldnt matter. no ones really reading this -.-

Now, boys.. you need some advice? ill give you some.

first date: tell her shes beautiful when you first see her, then when you say good bye. (if you say it more than that.. its O.K. if she likes you..)

ALWAYS open the door for her.

randomly call her

the BEST thing: SURPRISE her somewhere.. at church or anywhere :) she will be so happy.

now.. if you like her and dont know if she likes you... but your not sure

dont:

NOT talk to her.

UGH that just aggravates her.

if your younger than her.. dont be creepy about it. ya know? like text her all the time. its just weird O.O

OR leave roses ON HER CAR! (that one is for nicky)

okaay im done on the ADVICE thing... im running out of stuff. annnd getting a tad bit bored.

seriously though, if your a guy and your reading this... that stuff is SO TRUE.

heh bleh

WAIT i have one more thing:

DONT MAKE PROMISES YOU CANT KEEP!

thank you

and

GOODNIGHT >:(

am i being dramatic? maaybe... but life is dramatic people.

if you dont agree with me what PLANET are you on?

seriously?

i meen the president deals with drama every stinking day O.O

we wouldnt be at war if there wasnt.

ALSO

im a teen age girl -.- drama chases me. even when im OUT of the loop.

seriously though.. im gonna go. i hope you have enjoyed reading this. HAH

ps: im really just having a rough day..

theBYYYYYEend

the History...

the............................history

THE HISTORY OF MY HIGHSCHOOL LIFE:

9th:

I actually didnt like 9th grade much... In the beginning of that year i was finishing up my new years RESOLUTION! it was NO CHOCOLATE for an entire year :O Bethany (my best friend) and I did the no cocoa thing together :D we were put in the news paper! ;) look it up.

10th:

now, TENTH GRADE was my favorite year EVER. It was when me and my 3 besties started a band/click/gang (those are the three names we got from random people) anyways! it was amazing.. we made like 2 music videos being wierdooos and went to the mall dressed like 'wanna be rockers' WOW we were so embarrassing it was awesome though :) we ALWAYS stood up for one another against anyone and everyone that was mean to us. Also we were ALWAYS together! hanging out and having and amaazing time. We called our selves.. wait for it..

THE DORKSTERS

we were dorks alright -.- haha but we had FUN! the members of our 'group' were:

bethany, nicky, sarah, and ME!

11th:

I GOT BRACES! ew ew ew ew. at least, though, i wasnt alone. Nichole my bfff ;) got them too! so we called eachother the BRACE BUDDIES! we were pretty amazing. ALOT of drama that year, but thankfully it passed with time Dx hah. Honor team was so FUN (its a small group from my school band that goes out playing music for Veterans) Also soccer this year was great.. we all worked as a team and made it to 3rd place! its a big deal.. considering the fact our team hadnt won games the year before. everyone was happy :) also band- WON FIRST PLACE! we took it back, from having 3rd place the year before ;) 

12th:

Now, 12th grade isnt OVER yet so i cant really highlight ALL the good stuff.. but some of the stuff in the beginning. well... Youth group is really Awesome this year :D  And school itself is pretty easy, I only have 2 classes hah so its fine. NOT alot of OUTSTANDING stuff yet.. but it will come ehehe! i meen helloooo

GRADUATION is coming.

ALLLLLLRIIIGHT! so, so far that is my HISTORY of HIGHSCHOOL! impressed?

i knew you would be. im such an awesome kid ;) jk jk

WOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAHHH!

my cat (edward) who IS named after edward cullen.. eheh Dx

just HISSED! at my dog (bella) who.. just by accident was named that -.-

the hissing part SCARED ME! lol

btw

i also have another cat named esme, who was named after esme cullen... buuut NOT by me. :D

IM NOT OBSESSED! dont judge. ;)

but yeah... i have to gooo

my amazing readers!

theBYYYEend

A normal Day at school :O

normalOK! day

so a 'normal' day in my highschool is having 6-9th graders SCREAMING thier lovely little brains out in the hallway. (well.. with maybe a few exceptions)

Its very very very ANNOYING -.-  for example:

Me and my best friend, Nichole, will be talking and having a normal conversation.. THEN

"DEBORAH!" someone will yell.

holy POO.

every single time someone Yells that i get pushed totually off guard... i FORGET everything Nicky and i were saying.

not only do I get upset, but Nicky does too.  hahaa it really bugs her when other people call me Debra.

BECAUSE

she was the one who ALWAYS called me debra first, and now other people randomly call me that too.. SOOO it bugs her. -AND me... when they just SCREAM it in the hallway. 

THE OTHER things that bother me are---->>

MEAN little girls who think they know EVERYTHING.

ya know the ones im taling about? little, little 8th grade MEANIES!

(not AAALL 8th graders, but a few. eheh -.-)

my poor brother >:(  and Nickys brother!!! AGH children...

ONE TIME at lunch, my friend Kelly had chips and a few girls from the 9th grade table KEPT asking her for them!

eventually kelly said "NO! you can not have my chips!"

DUN DUUUUN- then their little 9th grade heads bobbled on their necks O.O hahahaa

drama drama drama

theALLRIGHTend

enough about that today.

ill have more next time. until then, im gonna have to pray i dont

BASH IN THEIR BRAINS! jk jk im too nice to do that..

anywaaays

 BYYYYYYYYE!!

The beginning O.O

theHELLO!!beginning

 allright, so this blog is gonna be about life! and my last 5 months of school before

DUN DUUUN DUUUUN

graduation O.O   

OKAY FOLKS! this is just my

FIRST post- im still getting the hang of it... but ill be back.

To VENT and talk about my life and dreams :) like how i want to write a book and be published! (thats like my unrealistic dream)

ACCTUALLY im just gonna write a list of my dreams...ill start with the first FIVE:)- here goes:

FIRST

write a book :D (like i already said)

SECOND

become a private tudor at a research hosbital for sick kids

THIRD

WIN for duet acting this year!!!

FOURTH

do GREAT in soccer :D (my FAVORITE SPORT IN THE ENTIRE WORLD)

FIFTH

hmm let see... to be a LOVING wife and mother <3

THEOKIE DOKESEND

i will be back :D untill THEN!

byyyyyyye ;)